This week went by fast and smooth.
There were moments I just wanted to cry.
There were moments I just wanted to scream.
There were moments I just wanted to scream.
Then some classes got cancelled and rescheduled.
Some people got into an accident.
Others left for new adventures.
I got disappointed but never fully expressed how I felt about it.
Some people got into an accident.
Others left for new adventures.
I got disappointed but never fully expressed how I felt about it.
I won't. Trust me.
It wouldn't be right.
I know you might say: hey, do it because you deserve to express your feelings.
You are right.
But.
It wouldn't be right.
I know you might say: hey, do it because you deserve to express your feelings.
You are right.
But.
They wouldn't even realize it. They wouldn't really care.
So I won't even mention it after this post.
I do not belong sometimes.
And it hurts.
And it hurts.
A lot.
I do not belong anywhere really.
I know. Ridiculous to say so but it is true.
Though.
It's okay.
But you know what I mean by "okay" anyways.
13 comments :
Sending you a hug and some happy thoughts!
Darling - I understand. And I'm here for you. Take it from one woman who has not been OK for a long time, it feels better to let it out than keep it in. I'm here for you, even if only to just sit on the other end of the phone and listen.
Love to you - sending hugs, love, and all things beautiful.
xoxo
I adore you, and I am sending you lots of love and hugs from Chicago! Keep smiling, girl! :)
I've felt like I don't belong anywhere, too. It's a crappy feeling, but it's also untrue. If you didn't belong anywhere, you wouldn't have been born.
You have purpose. You have meaning. And even when things currently aren't okay? They WILL be oaky. I know, easier said than done type of thing. But, it's true.
In times like this, I remind myself that, "This too shall pass."
I'm here if you need me.
xo
I think most people kind of feel like they don't belong quite anywhere. But I totally agree, it's so nice to have someone who can look at you, or just catch the sound in your voice and know you're not ok.
Awwww hey sweetie. sending you some positive vibes and virtual hugs. XoXo
Virtual hugs heading your way lady!
I wish I could fly over to you and give you a big hug. I know that feeling, and it isn't pleasant. Thinking of you, girl! xo
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Sounds like you're having a really rough week - thinking of you Selma. I've had a difficult week too, in fact the past few weeks have been tough and I've really just been 'surviving' and 'existing' not really 'living' but sometimes I guess that's just how it is xoxox
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Sounds like you're having a really rough week - thinking of you Selma. I've had a difficult week too, in fact the past few weeks have been tough and I've really just been 'surviving' and 'existing' not really 'living' but sometimes I guess that's just how it is xoxox
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don't speak like this woman! you belong to many different places and you making an impact wherever you go!! just find where you want to belong :) and p.s. thanks for your congrats on wesley!! maybe you can meet him when you're back someday :)
I'm sorry you feel this way :( You're always such a positive person for everyone else and deserve to be treated the same way! It's real tough. Working out here in Australia has been rough. Everyone has their own groups and every time I try to talk to them they pretty much ignore me. So when we all go to staff dinners I sit at the table and don't talk. It's not fun and I don't fit in. Then I start thinking maybe it's me. But I think that most people are just rude and don't care about others. So know it's not you! It's the surroundings. I hope it's gotten better! YOU DESERVE THE BEST BECAUSE YOU ARE AMAZING!!
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