September 28, 2010

Blond

I have two confessions to make.

For starters I do not feel as happy and as fulfilled as I wish I would. For the past few weeks I feel empty, lost, invaluable, incredibly weak, starved, exhausted, detached, lonely, vulnerable, and just hopeless. There's no hope for me. I see more negativity than positivity. I'm trying real hard to find peace, happiness, and joy wherever I go. Two days ago I sort of fell apart, and last night it got worse. I'm not lying and I won't pretend. However, I'm trying to write and distract myself these days. My writing may not even show how awful I've been feeling because let's face it we do not want to read about unhappiness. So, either way I'm trying to fake a smile or two and write/answer/comment as positively as even possible.

So, while pushing unhappy thoughts away...my second confession is that I have a huge crush. Yes, I do. Not on a person though. Oh I wish (besides, the way I see it I will never find the one!). I have a huge crush on a dutch brand (so to speak). They sell clothes, greeting cards, plates, kitchenware, etc etc. Their collection's colorful, bright, girlie..and has some fun touch to it. Just looking at everything makes me automatically five years younger!! :) 







I think I'm going for these Christmas cards this year...if I'm still in this area by then!
 



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Happy Tuesday!

♥ Selma ♥

6 comments :

samnhal said...

Oh my heavens I love that teacup, the blue china one? SO cute. I totally like this brand. You should just buy those Christmas cards and save them for Christmas!

Krystal said...

while i would love to go on about how cute that brand is....I'M SAD YOU'RE FEELING THIS WAY. but to be honest, i burst out crying like 4 times today. maybe it's something in the air?

Crazy Shenanigans said...

Those would be such cute christmas cards!!

Kristin said...

Hang in there lady! Get out and try to have some fun!

Carol {Everyday Delights} said...

I'm sorry you're feeling down lately. I think that happens with me when it starts to get darker...

Swissy said...

Hey there girl. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time :( wish I could help you somehow. Just hang in there and one day I know happiness will come knocking on your door.
I understand your crush on that dutch brand. I've seen them in Manor and I loved them. So girly and fun.

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