Blond

I have two confessions to make.

For starters I do not feel as happy and as fulfilled as I wish I would. For the past few weeks I feel empty, lost, invaluable, incredibly weak, starved, exhausted, detached, lonely, vulnerable, and just hopeless. There's no hope for me. I see more negativity than positivity. I'm trying real hard to find peace, happiness, and joy wherever I go. Two days ago I sort of fell apart, and last night it got worse. I'm not lying and I won't pretend. However, I'm trying to write and distract myself these days. My writing may not even show how awful I've been feeling because let's face it we do not want to read about unhappiness. So, either way I'm trying to fake a smile or two and write/answer/comment as positively as even possible.

So, while pushing unhappy thoughts away...my second confession is that I have a huge crush. Yes, I do. Not on a person though. Oh I wish (besides, the way I see it I will never find the one!). I have a huge crush on a dutch brand (so to speak). They sell clothes, greeting cards, plates, kitchenware, etc etc. Their collection's colorful, bright, girlie..and has some fun touch to it. Just looking at everything makes me automatically five years younger!! :) 

I think I'm going for these Christmas cards this year...if I'm still in this area by then!

 

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Happy Tuesday!

♥ Selma ♥