Monday Blues

It's Monday. I'm again at work, and that without any proper sleep last night. I returned home at 11pm and went straight to bed. Had to. I had to get up at 5 again...so much for a good night's rest. So without further blah blah's from my side...I decided to lighten up my day (and also yours) with some pink things...ya know I love that color and I can't get enough of it. At least for right now. Who knows, this might change one day. But for today...not so much...

 

 

 

all via We ♥ It!

Three more weeks till Valentine's Day.
The only thing that excites me is the movie!!!!!! :)

And for whatever reason I simply don't feel like writing anything.
I never was a big writer, but I enjoy sitting down and typing whatever comes to my mind. For some reason this has stopped. That's also why you saw more pics and simple other stuff on this blog. I hope you get to read more of my silly stuff later on; at some point when I have more to say than "I don't like Valentine's Day" or "pink's one of my favorite colors". Yes, my life's not that interesting at the moment, so I apologize for my dullness. :(  I feel so empty inside. What happened?! Who knows.

But on the brighter side and YES there is a brighter side...I'll be visiting my friend, and cousins on the East Coast this spring. I have no idea how cold or warm it's going to be but I'll be there for the entire month of April. I'm stoked! Ok, maybe not as much as I should be. We all know I'd rather be some place else, but I think this trip needs to be done and it needs to be done right now. Yesterday evening I yahoo-online-chatted with someone back in the Los Angeles area and with teary eyes wrote/said I wasn't coming this Easter. My heart broke into pieces...millions. You have no idea how this felt. You may think I'm a total nutjob but this is true. Then I had an absolutely insane idea but it might work. It may not. It may just turn out completely different but I had an idea and mentioned this and the lovely yahoo-online-chat blinked back and the answer there was "selma, we miss you and we love you. you are family even though we're not 100% related. we used to, somehow. but you are family to us. and you have my support. i know it's not easy. but even at your age, you can and should do that. you are happy here in ca. and i know you miss it daily. your heart belongs here." 
Do I have to mention that I almost lost it and had to run to the bathroom?! YES.  
(note: if you haven't noticed, I cry easily and could weep for hours if need be! ;) so, call me a weeper but emotions are awesome. and feeling such great ones just shows how attached I can be or actually am.)

Besides the above online-chat emotional outbursts and all...the flight is booked to the East Coast and I'm going for an entire month. Call me nuts but that's what I did. I love to travel and haven't seen it all. Besides...a fun weekend in NYC is being planned too (this is a total must), and well...some other fun things....kinda wonder now how much it would cost me to quickly fly down to Florida?! .... just saying...once I start thinking about traveling and seeing friends again I can't stop...and my friend wants me to move down there so bad it's almost funny. Oops...she might even read this! Sorry girl, I know you don't take this too seriously.

And yes I freakin' love maps google. For what it's worth I love it. Some of you already know that due to my silly Sunday tweets...haha!!!! It's one amazing tool and it makes you happy and miserable at the same time, but I love it. First of all I went through all places in Philly, and then stopped and moved more west to the L.A. area...and wow...my heart melted big time when I could street view my area this time. Huge weep-alarm...but I could sort of hold it together. Sort of. Holy crap...I wonder if I'm over my summer misery and now finally hitting the real misery and my midlife crisis?! That would be a total shocker because I'm not that old. I'm still 24, at heart, ...and even though I am a tiny bit older than that...I'll always be 24!!!!! In a good and healthy way though. ;-)

Happy Monday my lovelies!!!!!
Your blogs kept me going this weekend.
And even though I wasn't very talkative or responsive or commenting much...I was here. :)

Wow, this post turned out longer than planned!

xoxo