November 12, 2009

Thursday's Blah

This week's been just long and very not my favorite kind at all.
I don't feel like doing anything at all. Not at home (I should clean though), not at work (every second is a drag), not outside. I feel as if I'm trapped somewhere not able to choose not able to do what makes me happy just follow the negative flow. So far it's been ok, even though I feel sick (again, still?!). Wednesday morning was the worst. At 7am I thought I couldn't make it through. Already took my medicine and sat in front of the PC just waiting to feel better and go home. At around noon it all was gone, but new anxiety arose. At 2.30pm the not so nice co-worker would take over my shift (scheduled) and I would have to face her. We hardly talk, we hardly exchange anything other than "this and that happened, be aware, make sure this and that is changed or done or whatever" and then I'm out. That usually happens within five minutes. With my other co-workers the same process last for an hour. Anyway, I was out in five and  headed to the bank, and then to some cafe. Mom called and said we should meet so I wouldn't go straight home but still force my body to do something. It could have been worse but it wasn't good either. Needless to say at home I went straight to bed and stayed there for the rest of the day, up until 8.15pm because I had to watch TV.
When I'm sick I just need to distract myself. Most of the time I sleep but sleeping isn't everything and distraction is always needed so the TV comes in handy. After that, bed again and now it's 10.30am and I just woke up. I feel ok. Have an empty stomach though so I'll change that one in a second. :)
Work at 2.30pm again...not looking forward to it but it's a mistake I need to make in order to get money, in order to eventually do what I would love to do and without money it's not going to happen again. Ok, this sounded bad though, my grammer is all gone, my spelling's probably off and my thoughts are so scattered it is not funny.

Happy Thursday.
I'm so glad I'm off Saturday... for three whole days!!! Can't wait.

Just found this picture in my camera...and it sort of put a smile on my face...Christmas season's around the corner!!!!

Taken a while ago at some Christmas event I went to. The table looked so delicious. Yes, delicious.
Plus, lavender is the color this season!!!!

4 comments :

Kelly said...

I passed on a little award to you on my blog! :-) And that Christmas event picture is fabulous, hope you have a great day!

The SSS Sophisticate said...

I know that feeling of not knowing what you want because nothing sounds appealing! This week HAS been long! So glad tomorrow is Friday!

Kristin said...

Sitting down to dinner at a beautiful table is my favorite party of the holidays!

Katie said...

wahoooooooooooooo I love x-mas decor!!!

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